Watching a live NY feed about Hurricane Sandy. Love New York, although I’ve only been once.
Couldn’t sleep last night, so went on Netflix and found this. I was in the audience at Radio Cit Hall for this talk. Was very nice to watch it again.
Hey New York, be okay, we all wanna visit again.
Least fun thing: waiting for potential employers to contact you back regarding employment. Personalized cover letters. Hunting down individuals on the internet (ok, sort of fun/my forte). Writing awesome stuff about myself (super fun).
Maybe i’ll make a thing of this, this looking for a job.
I am so professional. I am so enthusiastic. I am so detail-oriented. And yes, I am so feeling flu-ish.
Right ear, clogging and unclogging with unknown substances. If only earcandling was, y’know, real.
Busy, efficient day.
* the baby was extra attention seeking today. Distressed by the sound of unravelling packing tape, he pouted, wailed, and screamed. It is very difficult to pack when your baby is stressed out by packing.
* tried to watch Felix Baumgartner dive through the stratosphere. Unfortunately was delayed because of wind. Balloons are extremely difficult to work with, apparently.
I was looking up pictures of fractals and stumbled onto this, happily.
Xo.
A nice weekend, not a lot of stress despite the move coming up on Wednesday/Thursday. Managed to talk sugar daddy down a bit despite his stress and worry. Feel good to help him relax a bit. He knows we’ve planned as much as possible, and all that is left to do is the actual move + cleaning. Looking forward to being on the other side of the move.
So much food today. Literally did not watch what I ate. Cest la vie. I shall return to reasonable eating patterns tomorrow. It would be a shame to gain weight I put effort into losing. And a huge shame to lose a body I’m happy with.
Speaking of, I want.
Xo.
Douchey boyfriend and I have been getting along very well. Uncharacteristically so. This is good, we must’ve both grown tired of fighting for the last year. Moved in a year and a month ago after finding out I was pregnant. Been rocky, filled with yelling, crying, threats, walk-outs. I believe we both do love each other (and the sex can’t be beat). So, I’m very glad we are at a new level.
* Working on self motivation now, to make sure I get some writing AND reading in each day. And make friends. And watch good movies. And play with my son.
* lost a lot of weight. Finally happy with my body, mostly. Want to get a toned flatter stomach. Hope I can make time after the move. Thank you no beer no pot for the weight loss, plus more portion control.
* weird spending family holidays with non-vegetarians. “What can you eat?” I don’t eat animals. So, mostly everything. I eat and love to eat mostly everything. “Haha it’s not that you don’t wanna eat animals it’s that you hate vegetables and wanna devour them, amirite??” O yr very fun sir but no I love vegetables and want their soft crunched munched bolus to slide down my skinny little neck and land safely and securely in the acidic pool of my tum-tum.
Xo.
Caffeina 